I had my sun glasses on and cruised to work.. Jinxed jinxed. And while the whole goverment officers are on holiday.. I get to tune in to voicemails and answering machines like:-


"Thankyou for calling Open University Malaysia
We wish you a pleasent labour day holiday
We are closed today."

In order to create and leave room for new beginnings and learnings
we must first embrace a few terrifying endings in the process.

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Since I can't fiddle around with the MSN messanger, I decided to FB Sasha instead. Here is one of the mails.

So you want to be an artist, want to be a singer
Want to be remembered for what you could create
So you want to be a cowboy, riding to the distance
Never have to listen or answer to anyone
So you want to be a boxer, surviving on your instincts
Relying on your fists and the quickness of your wit
Are you bigger than these buildings and the grey around you?
Is your pain more worthy than everybody else? 

There's nothing left to complaint since everyone else is doing the complaining.

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

[	Tags	|	tangerine	]
[	Current Mood	|	blah	]

Mr. Tangerine didn't get the hint at all... 

*knocks own head at the door knob*

There`s a point in your life when you get tired of chasing everyone & trying to fix everything. 
But it`s not giving up...
it`s realizing that you don`t need certain people, the bullshit, and the drama they bring

Over the past years,
my mantra(s) were:

I wished I died,
I wish I was dead,
oh shit, oh shit, oh shit,
Die lah, die lah, die lah...

and life.. 
turned out to be
exactly like that. 


So,
Change of mantra:

I love life,
I love you,
I'm alive... 

let's see how things turn out this year.
I hope to remember this always.




 

I wished I knew how to express/explain myself better.

ss1502

Many times we take it for granted... but you never know what you find..

ss1501

like this one.

ss15

crazy is what crazy is.. :)

cineleishure

and this was more interesting than the clothes they had in store.

(cine leishure)

labodega

Having a happy day, with great company in Pavillion.

where else if  its not at La Bodega :)

Originally posted on luvstarry.vox.com

http://www.malingsia.com vs http://ihateindon.blogspot.com

They failed being international politicians so they decided to become international blogiticians and literally collect the garbage of each other's countries to go against each other. 

Pop Corn Bottles of Panadol, anyone?

Thankgod it's all literally commented and not a riot of hundreds or people marching, protesting, fighting, burning and etc etc. each other.

And as for me- Well as long as I get to travel both countries, enjoying the presence of the people and the food.. it's all good with me.

Originally posted on luvstarry.vox.com

There comes a point in your life when you realize who matters, who never did and who wont anymore, and who always will. so dont worry about people from your past there's a reason why they didn't make it to your future.

Don't take life too seriously, nobody gets out alive seriously anyways.

Do what you love and you will find someone who loves the same thing. Don't look for love, beg for love or suffer for love... Just live.

The beauty of it all was your smile,
everytime you receive a white rose.

and all that made me grow-

I've been very shallow,
it's time to open up,
and set you free...

I kept you in my dungeon,
I never knew I had,
It's time for me to let you go.

till now, 
I still wished to know how to dissappear.
so the chapter of  you and I can end
happily ever after, just not together.

So for new year, we could have a new chapter...
where I'll never cross yours, and you'll never cross mine.

That's possible, no?
Afterall, we are both in different fields,
I left the ones you love being around with,
You left me with what I enjoy being at.

And let me built a new mind set.
for the two of us,
never ever white roses again.

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[	Current Music	|	man like me -Robert Downey Jr.	]

She says I'm throwing life away,
to move with a man like you..
She's not blind, 
she just don't have the mind to see...