.Annum 08.

2008-(37): Say...

Mon, 17 Mar 2008 19:14:09 GMT

There's nothing left to complaint since everyone else is doing the complaining.

2008-(34): He said...

Sat, 08 Mar 2008 17:49:24 GMT

(in my own words but same meaning)

everyday, there's a window of opportunity- Most of the time we choose to ignore it and run around the same circle for the rest of our lives not knowing why is everything the same shit, different days.

Thu, 28 Feb 2008 02:22:39 GMT

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

2008-(29): I was wrong..

Wed, 27 Feb 2008 13:15:50 GMT

Mr. Tangerine didn't get the hint at all...

*knocks own head at the door knob*

2008-(21): Quote for today

Mon, 25 Feb 2008 19:40:19 GMT

There`s a point in your life when you get tired of chasing everyone & trying to fix everything.
But it`s not giving up...
it`s realizing that you don`t need certain people, the bullshit, and the drama they bring

2008-(10)- Mantra

Fri, 01 Feb 2008 06:58:00 GMT

Over the past years,
my mantra(s) were:

I wished I died,
I wish I was dead,
oh shit, oh shit, oh shit,
Die lah, die lah, die lah...

and life..
turned out to be
exactly like that.

So,
Change of mantra:

I love life,
I love you,
I'm alive...

let's see how things turn out this year.
I hope to remember this always.

2008-(08)-

Sun, 20 Jan 2008 19:53:19 GMT

I wished I knew how to express/explain myself better.

On Vox: Fartsee for granted.

Wed, 16 Jan 2008 19:37:13 GMT

ss1502

Many times we take it for granted... but you never know what you find..

ss1501

like this one.

ss15

crazy is what crazy is.. :)

cineleishure

and this was more interesting than the clothes they had in store.

(cine leishure)

labodega

Having a happy day, with great company in Pavillion.

where else if its not at La Bodega :)

Originally posted on luvstarry.vox.com

On Vox: Looking for garbage?

Sun, 13 Jan 2008 20:05:40 GMT

http://www.malingsia.com vs http://ihateindon.blogspot.com

They failed being international politicians so they decided to become international blogiticians and literally collect the garbage of each other's countries to go against each other.

~~Pop Corn~~ Bottles of Panadol, anyone?

Thankgod it's all literally commented and not a riot of hundreds or people marching, protesting, fighting, burning and etc etc. each other.

And as for me- Well as long as I get to travel both countries, enjoying the presence of the people and the food.. it's all good with me.

Originally posted on luvstarry.vox.com

2008-(02)- quote for the day.

Fri, 04 Jan 2008 18:09:40 GMT

There comes a point in your life when you realize who matters, who never did and who wont anymore, and who always will. so dont worry about people from your past there's a reason why they didn't make it to your future.

Don't take life too seriously, nobody gets out alive seriously anyways.

Do what you love and you will find someone who loves the same thing. Don't look for love, beg for love or suffer for love... Just live.

never ever white roses.

Fri, 28 Dec 2007 14:55:36 GMT

The beauty of it all was your smile,
everytime you receive a white rose.

and all that made me grow-

I've been very shallow,
it's time to open up,
and set you free...

I kept you in my dungeon,
I never knew I had,
It's time for me to let you go.

till now,
I still wished to know how to dissappear.
so the chapter of you and I can end
happily ever after, just not together.

So for new year, we could have a new chapter...
where I'll never cross yours, and you'll never cross mine.

That's possible, no?
Afterall, we are both in different fields,
I left the ones you love being around with,
You left me with what I enjoy being at.

And let me built a new mind set.
for the two of us,
never ever white roses again.

man like you...

Sat, 22 Dec 2007 20:39:08 GMT

She says I'm throwing life away,
to move with a man like you..
She's not blind,
she just don't have the mind to see...

Be SURE!!

Sun, 16 Dec 2007 16:29:22 GMT

NEO

Sat, 08 Dec 2007 13:51:51 GMT

I took a path and decided to give it a go- and I learnt that I don't belong here...
So I'm turning back, walking back to that spot- where I stood at the junction I earlier on chose my path.

I used to whine, "shoulda, woulda, coulda"
But this time- There's nothing to regrett.
This time, I'll just do it.

it was a worth while expirience.
money can't even buy.

And with that expirience I'm taking the other path-
the one I didn't choose to take...

And I'll carry my lessons with me.
I'll carry it in my heart- that were many times broken and mended.
And I'll carry it with a smile.

Thankyou expirience,
Thankyou Karma,
Thankyou People
Thankyou for your time.
You've all been nothing but blessings in my life.

and one day- some time,
we may bump into each other again.
. we may not talk or see eye to eye,
or
we may hug, with a very big smile.
Either way...
it was nice meeting you.

The sun will set, the moon will shine-
and tomorrow will be a whole new day.
new path, new people, and a whole lot new of expirience.

.

Wed, 21 Nov 2007 07:02:16 GMT

Take a look around...

I think K.L. is pretty pretty-ly bright.

and it's pretty...

but I don't feel like I'm anylonger in KL.

makes me feel like we forgot something from our country,

the architect and bla bla..

I mean, there was this great school,

with one of the nice historical building..

and they decided to crush it down to the ground

for pavillion to come up..

so where is our signature?

where and what is Kuala Lumpur, now?

The cat: part (1)

Mon, 05 Nov 2007 19:14:47 GMT

There was a cat, straying around the permesis.. for days... and it seemed to mind stray cats than it did for big crowd of humans.

Oone day carrying it, I realized there was a blue collar with a bell around its neck. And being a softy, the cat was invited over to the house for a night. And the whole trip back home, he prefered to sit on my lap.

When we reached the parking lot of my condo, I was proud that I did not need to carry the cat to the lift and into my condo.. It just followed me from behind.
And he has been nothing but an obidient cat the whole night long.. sleeping on the carpet with the blue t-shirt set just for him.. eating food thats set for him.. and he looked up at me to see if I was sleeping or not.

After the sun rised brightly, i asked my neighbours and friends, who earlier on either wanted a cat or were cat lovers if they had room to adopt another one.

But 2pm was up and my promised to my dad (who's allergic to cats and also worried of the tortoise's safety) to have the cat out of the house. :(

and i sent him to PAWS. and I really thought that it was the saddest place for a cat/dog to be... plus I wasn't allowed to leave the cat there unless I paid RM50.

Then it continued with a more sad story- He's suspected to have kidney failure and he is already 5 year old. And the vet won't be able to tell me anything till the next day (on wether he could be treated or put to sleep).

And my next visit to paws will be on the next day at 12pm...

to be continued...

Don't look back!!: Happy Halloween day..

Wed, 31 Oct 2007 20:08:01 GMT

Pumpkins, black cat, witches and with their famous phrase of "trick or treat" at every door step to receive candys..

The asians (Malaysians) have their own scary skeletons in their closets such as Pontianak/Langsuir. And their not the ones you like to mess with anytime.

So there were customers jumping off their chairs, screaming their heads off, closing their eyes as tightly as they could on this very halloween night. Cause unlike the western lil notty ghost... these weren't the ones to say "trick or treat" . And for once, the superstitious famous quote, "Don't look back" very well applies for the night.

They were here to scare the customers. They would appear out of the bushes.. They would just suddenly be behind you.. and they would smile evilly or laugh evilly if you run away..

So here is my make-up story:

Parent's be aware that the child you're carrying is your own and isn't hers...

Or she wouldn't be too happy..

She will appear out of the blues to scare the earth out of you..

and if she fails..

She will always have her faithful bestfriend to help her our..
and that causes you.. double trouble.

End of story.

See first la.. (I'll write about my trip later). Pt 2.

Tue, 23 Oct 2007 08:02:44 GMT

continued from the previous post: http://lestari.livejournal.com/323710.html#cutid1

And I really miss them alot..

Warning: super big fat picture.

grabbed from billzy :D

Fri, 19 Oct 2007 21:34:52 GMT

See my brainscanner results

Thu, 04 Oct 2007 22:25:43 GMT

Samsung G600 vs Nokia N95 vs Sony Ericsson K850i

Now..now, I changed my mind on the handphone again... I'll atleast wait for the G600 or 800. So that means there's still time to have some funds and too loose more hair over the phone.

Today's email

Wed, 26 Sep 2007 18:37:10 GMT

True story:

"You'll love this student's retort to his atheistic professor. Wonderful
and useful logic when witnessing to know-it-all nonbelievers. Did God
create everything that exists? Does evil exist? Did God create evil? A
University professor at a well-known institution of higher learning in
Germany once challenged his students with this question. 'Did God create
everything that exists?'

One student bravely replied, 'Yes, he did!'

'God created everything?' the professor asked.

'Yes sir, he certainly did,' the student replied.

The professor answered, 'If God created everything, then God created
evil. And, since evil exists, and according to the principle that our
works define who we are, then we can assume God is evil.

The student became quiet and did not respond to the professor's
hypothetical definition. The professor, quite pleased with himself,
boasted to the students that he had proven once more that the religious
faith was a myth.

Another student raised his hand & said, 'May I ask you a question,
professor?'

'Of course," replied the professor.

The student stood up and asked, 'Professor, does cold exist?'

'What kind of question is this? Of course it exists. Have you never been
cold?'

The other students snickered at the young man's question. The young man
replied, "In fact sir, cold does not exist. According to the laws of
physics, what we consider cold is in reality the absence of heat.
Everybody or object is susceptible to study when it has or transmits
energy, and heat is what makes a body or matter have or transmit energy.
Absolute zero (-460F) is the total absence of heat; and all matter
becomes inert and incapable of reaction at that temperature. Cold does
not exist. We have created this word to describe how we feel if we have
no heat.'

The student continued, 'Professor, does darkness exist?'

The professor responded, 'Of course it does.'

The student replied, 'Once again you are wrong sir; darkness does not
exist either. Darkness is in reality the absence of light. Light we can
study, but not darkness. In fact, we can use Newton 's prism to break
white light into many colors and study the various wavelengths of each
color. You cannot measure darkness. A simple ray of light can break into a
world of darkness and illuminate it. How can you know how dark a certain
space is? You measure the amount of light present. Isn't this correct?
Darkness is a term used by man to describe what happens when there is no
light present.'

Finally, the young man asked the professor, 'Sir, does evil exist?'

Now uncertain, the professor responded, 'Of course, as I have already
said. We see it everyday. It is in the daily examples of man's inhumanity
to man. It is in the multitude of crime and violence everywhere in the
world. These manifestations are nothing else but evil.

To this the student replied, 'Evil does not exist, sir, or at least it
does not exist unto itself. Evil is simply the absence of God. It is just
like darkness and cold, a word that man has created to describe the
absence of God. God did not create evil. Evil is the result of what
happens when man does not have God's love present in his heart. It's like
the cold that comes when there is no heat, or the darkness that comes
when there is no light.'

The professor sat down.

The young man's name: Albert Einstein

Idul Adha..

Tue, 25 Sep 2007 00:07:15 GMT

Plan to not miss the fun of the October fest that would be held on the 18th.

Woooooooo Hoooooooo!!

On Vox: Romeo Y Julieta

Mon, 24 Sep 2007 19:25:12 GMT

It is stated on the cigar container: Romeo no. 3 The rich flavour of this fine... will be protected... until opened.

PICT0038

Inside it was a note: Useful when you really need something, hehe.. especially whenyou feel alone.. lol..

Originally posted on luvstarry.vox.com

On Vox: Keep smiling...

Sun, 23 Sep 2007 23:03:03 GMT

It was continued to feel cold and lifeless...

Literally it's so much like a shadow that's been tied up to one that there's no escape. You have no idea what a relief it feels to be in the dark.. till the light pops-up and shines at one; and once again- the routine of sacrificing mind, heart and patience are once again tested and swallowed inside. Whats a shadow compared to the real life?

Here's a cage, and this is how many that can only be done. Eat, Shit and amuse the ones outside. The rest are restricted. Amuse the ones outside the cage till they get bored.. and go eat and shit.. till they come back another time to be re-amused. and the same procedure goes on and on.

But anyone can tell a sincere big huge smile across the face.. that friendly tone normally spoken to people outside. The cage is clearly obvious in the eyes of many... but it couldn't stop the contagious smile that brighten up the sad soul/shadow.

And it once again feels good to be treated alive.

Originally posted on luvstarry.vox.com

Sat, 22 Sep 2007 08:21:41 GMT

He didn't give up..

Being in and out of the hospital in the number of lost count; he once again survived another miracle.

I used to see him as a worrier... and now he deserves to be known as a warrior.

My daddy is my hero (and I shall still be his tomboyish princess)

Amin.